another day again......

Been busy rushing to prepare for the Expo next week, so generally feel guilty when I have to leave right after work to go for my acupuncture session while the rest are still putting in ot to complete the work. But no choice, my appointment has already been made and it had already been changed once, so not very nice if I change it again.
Upon reaching there, it wasn't long before it was my turn. As usual, just went into the room, lay on the bed, roll up my khakis, and soon the needles were poking into my leg. Today's session seems more painful than last time, maybe coz I've not been here for 2 weeks? As I lay in bed waiting, while the doctor attend to another patient, a very familiar song came from the radio. It is 'Wo Deng Ni' sang by Rene Liu..... I used to listen to this song the whole morning when I was giving up hope on a very strong liking on a gal. I gave this cd to the gal, hoping she'll get what it means. I had told her straight before but nothing came out of it. Stuck by for 3 years.... but she takes me as a good friend only. Anyway, she's a baptised Christian now, so I shouldn't be still having any hope. Haven't been in touch with her often since the 'break up', maybe like once or twice a year only. Don't dare, I'm afraid it may rekindle things.... Guess I was kinda scared off by myself how deep I could like someone. Though there's another gal on mind now, and I've known her since 1996, I've not done anything. And she's getting attached very soon........ oh well, what can I do? I could try to chase her back, but I'm not doing anything..... oh well, poor bloke with no money and career, don't wanna 'drag' anyone down with me.
Gotta go, time to 'start' work again. Hope I'll update again soon.