low............

kinda feeling low these days......... career(if you call that one) going nowhere, my finance in a mess, my buying madness continues, dear Emilee is out of Singapore Idol........

Only "tested positive" for low-ness during today coz I discovered I ate more den usual recently, and thinking back, unnecessarily. Think my pillow above my 'six-packs' getting bigger. Energy level a bit low too, maybe tested too much computer program, on a dull small monochrome screen. I think I'm facing a screen 18 hours a day! Computer monitor and tv monitor. Think I should find time find somewhere green(even if it's only Bishan Park) and take a stroll, breath in some fresh air, look at the greens, and listen to the birds singing. Suddenly reminds me of reservist, which is coming in Oct. Maybe that's a good time for a break, but that's still some time away...

Anyway, I'm tired... brains aren't really working, and more testing to be done tomorrow..... sianzzzz..........