'1st' day in office

Back to work yesterday. Got a nasty shock when I was told I couldn't cover my mc using hospitalisation leave and so was considered no pay leave! Gosh...... I'll be broke in January..... looks like I got to cash out my ERS earlier than expected. Oh well, too bad.....
Think my knee recovery not very good. It was so painful at the end of my working day. Fell asleep after dinner again, dunno coz my knee need to recover or my biological clock is still upside down. Now awake in the middle of the night again, hope I won't think too much like last night. Got a meeting at 10am later. Heard I will be 'sabotage' to do the employees performance evaluation as I'm still quite neutral at the moment. But think of it, if I really do this evaluation fairly, I may get into the black book of some of the employees.... Oh well, no point worrying now. If I'm assigned, then I'll think about it.
Anyway, '1st' day in office then I felt a bit out of place already. Didn't sit at my usual place at the 2nd floor office, but instead spent most of my time sitting at the QA office. Maybe it feels better there coz got radio on, wherelse it's so quiet at the 2nd floor office.
Actually still got 2 weeks mc, but think I'll go to work most of the time as I'll need the money, can't afford to take NPL....