thoughts............

I can't understand, do I look like a chiongster? My long hair? Or am I behaving like one? It seems to me quite a few people think I'm a chiongster. Yes I admit I've been to a nightspot quite frequently in those 2 months last year, but I only go coz my friend jio me, and most importantly, not having to pay while experiencing another side of life which I had not experienced in the past 25 years. I had been very curious why people like these places since years ago, so when these opportunities came by, I thought I will just try out how it feels. Yes, the 1st time it was fun, but after a few more time, things became quite routine. So what's with some people going there everyday, or a few times a week? I tried that, but I can't understand. I haven't been there for sometime liao, last on 1st April. I'm not a chiongster. There are times to have fun, and when the times come, I'll have fun. But most of the time, I'm still the me you've known in the past 25 years. Anyway, for people who really know me and my thoughts, they'll know I'm a really traditional man, so this 'partying streak' is just another passing moment in life. It's good to try new things now, when I'm still young, but always know what you are doing. I've tried partying, it's not that great, maybe good once in a blue moon to let off. I'm trying to keep long hair now, since I had kept short hair for past 25 years. They will have to go 1 day too. It's just another stage of a youth growing up, trying new things. You will try new things too one day sooner or later, or already had got past this stage. It's just another stage in the process of growing up. Maybe try colouring my hair next? haha, I don't think so, for now. Too many coloured heads in the streets already, I'm more outstanding with black hair :P I just won't follow the crowd, coz I'm special.